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| 5.26.2008 |
| Another Year |
So, it's my birthday today.
According to all the automated emails I've been getting, it's my 17th, 19th, 21st, 25th, and 28th birthday. Hooray?
Really, it's just... a day. I don't feel any older. But I've been doing a lot of thinking. Thinking about how my life is now, how my life was then, and how I want my life to be. And I've realized that my life can be compared to color.
See, back at the beginning of high school... My life wasn't too bad. I had friends, I got along with my parents. Things weren't great, but they weren't bad, either. It was sepia-toned.
Then I woke up one morning... And everything was dull and bleak. I realized just how tired I was... My parents and I didn't get along anymore, and I had lost interest in school. My friends were still there for me, but it seems like they don't always understand what I'm going through. But, they try, and I'm grateful for that. It's black and white.
When I think of the future, I get hopeful. I see myself in my own house. I see myself happy, and energetic. Like the old me, I enjoy life much more than I do now. Life is great, and it can only get better. It's in color.
One day, my life will change. I won't be so tired...
Why am I so tired?Labels: Memoir |
posted by Scarlet Gypsy @ Monday, May 26, 2008  |
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